Ive finally hit a wall on my life where I can't even look at myself in the mirror without frowning. I always want to listen to people when they say gover yourself grace but I can't just give myself grace I needed to do something drastic for myself. So here I am 26 months and 2 babies later and I'm at the heaviest I've been not pregnant ever. One day hopefully I'll have the confidence to say this is how much I weigh but I'm not there yet. But I can say that with my first I gained 70 lbs while pregnant and lost an astonishing 30lbs the day I gave birth. When only left me 40lbs to lose but unfortunately baby blues had be gain back some of that lost weight and so after sometime of trying to get my mental back on track I lost 50lbs and was only 15 away from my pre pregnancy weight and bam. I was pregnant again. I luckily only gained 45 with my second but it was like I didn't lose a pound giving birth to him. I maybe lost 10 lbs after he was born and now I'm 4 months pp and I'm finally getting my shit together again. I joined Weight Watchers and in just 13 days I've lost 10lbs. It's been hard to give up some of my comfort foods, but I feel better about myself just knowing that I have already seen some results. I can't wait to see where this journey takes me! I finally feel like I might actually be able to get down to my desired weight!
Every night my daughter asks for warm milk at bed and when my husband brings it in she always says it's too hot, so he adds an ice cube and brings it back. Tonight he didn't even hand it to her and she said "it's hot" and so he tells her he already added the ice cube but she refused to take it until he left the room and came back with it. 🤣🤣
Comments
Post a Comment